By Susan Knight
I’ve been laid up with ankle surgery, and despite thinking I’d
have a lot of time to do things, life happened differently than planned. I’ve
been sitting on the recliner with my foot up, watching television and crocheting.
When I get antsy, I get up and go to my computer (I don’t have a laptop) thinking I’m going to
have all this time to write, but then, with my ankle down, it starts to hurt.
Back to the recliner.
I was hoping I’d have time to set up blogs and websites for
platforms and social media. *sigh* I guess I just can’t sit upright long enough.
Maybe that’s my excuse. The fact is, even though I’ve been reading up on it, I’m
still not sure how to execute it all.
What I have been doing is a lot of thinking and some writing for
my WIP. I got three-quarters done during NaNoWriMo and I’ve been trying to get
that one last quarter finished. Maybe, with a few days left at home (I’m going
back to work on Monday), I’ll at least have it mapped out and the rough draft
finally finished. I’m coming down the home stretch—both for my book and my ankle.
Who knew it took so long to write a book? How do people put
out one or more a year? Maybe they don’t have full-time jobs? No. I know a lot
who do. Maybe they’re not as old (and tired) as I am? No. That’s not it either.
What could it be? Lack of drive? Procrastination?
I’m going to go with my ankle has been out of commission for
more than a year-and-a-half. I’ve been in constant pain. Half of my brain has
been dealing with pain leaving only the other half in working order. Thinking
and doing are exhausting, mentally and physically. I normally come home from work feeling like I've run a marathon.
I am praying so hard, night and day and in-between, that
this second surgery has done the trick and I will be able to walk again—without
pain.
Not trying to whine and not seeking sympathy. Just stating
facts. I hope to join the real world again very soon, full of energy, enthusiasm, and able
to think and act—pain free.
I'm saying prayers for a speedy and complete recovery for your ankle. Dealing with pain does make it difficult to think. But you are a trooper! I look forward to seeing your book when it's finished! hugs~
ReplyDeleteThanks so much ♥
DeleteThe oddest situation in the universe to me is when I have the time, I don't have the drive; when I have the drive, I don't have the time. And I have no reasonable explanation for it. Praying this surgery works.
ReplyDeleteThanks, Terri. I hear ya'. Thanks for your prayers!
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